On Childhood

Red hair and green ivy
Brown freckles and laughing play
My childhood full of light
I remember it that wayThe river and the green fields
The ocean and the seaweed
I lived by the sea when I was young
On a farm where the animals feedThe pig and the yearly killing
The blood and the community
My mother always cried inside
So they could not seeBrown corduroy and cropped hair
A shy and worried smile
Different and often alone
Punch was a frightening trialIncence and fancy dress
The magic of the feast
Enthralled by the church
I could have been a priestHer blue eyes and blonde hair
I love memories of this
I was so ignorant of life
But she gave me first kiss